There's this new rule my dad wants me NOT to break. Computers are only allowed on weekends and Friday nights. I don't mind it really. He's being practical seeing as there's no freakin way my online addiction is going to prevent me from getting straight A's in my SPM.

Straight A's....*winces*

First week of school was full of suprises. Well not FULL of it but it kind of stood out because I never saw it coming. Firstly, I was separated from my usual group of friends. I'm not exactly fond of where I have to sit now but I guess thats the way its going to be.

No more random chats about Mr Z's height anymore.

Then, we were placed in a different class because the Form 6's are occupying ours. They got the better class. Second floor, better ventilation. Ours is on the ground floor, surrounded by mosquito nets.

Oh well.

Price of food in the canteen has been jacked up. Okay, maybe not JACKED UP but they did increase it a little but jacked up sounds cooler.

Recess time is pretty quiet these days because its just us Form 5's and the Form 6's. Yep, the Form 6's are a passive bunch of people.

All in all, it wasn't a bad start. Hopefully, things settle down so that I can finish off this year with a blast.

Speaking of blasts, we had our first Chemistry experiment yesterday and one of my group members broke the tip of some funny looking tube.

Its always a good day when something breaks.

Mr Z assigned us into groups of three and is making us do three assigments together. Each of us will have to go up front and present an oral presentation on our topics. My group consists of Cai Li, Jonathan and myself. God, I despise this teacher.

It may be the new year, but some things would just never change.

Came back home on Friday and saw this in my refrigerator...


The chocolate tastes so damn good. Butter pecan tastes like sand to me. I don't like butter pecan. Either that or I had too much ice cream that even Paddle Pop would start to taste like expired milk now.

So, today was pretty pointless. I planned on having this HUGE update on my blog but I seem to be running out of ideas on what to say, or type for that matter.

Oh yeah, now I remember.

The 'WH' issue.

I have made a decision that I would not dwell on him anymore. Yes, maybe I gave up. Or maybe I've just had it with him and my 'liking' towards him. Its not even a real feeling, its some stupid crush and I need to get over the fact that I have a gigantic ego to deal with.

He's intimidating. Very, intimidating.

I don't like guys that intimidate me. I'm not the one who usually puts herself down but 'WH' is everything I'm not. We're different, outside and inside. Nothing could possibly happen. Nothing will happen. I don't even see the point of even trying to make myself talk to him.

This is a new year, a new beginning I must say. The last thing I want to do is continue where I left off last year. Continue something that was not even there in the first place. Its pointless. I've had my fantasies, my hopes and dreams but I've come to realise that reality is where I am now and thats what I have to deal with. Therefore, the 'WH' saga has come to an end.

Its time to forget and start writing a new chapter.

Sorry guys, I've been watching to many episodes of Grey Anatomy. Stupid jokes shall take over on the next post.