Not permanently since my final exams are like next next week. Its starts on Thursday, 21st of September and ends on October 5th. You guys must be wondering 'wahhh so early, meh??' Well..
DON'T YOU THINK I'M AWARE OF THAT ALREADY!!
It is early. I'm not liking it, but heck who am I to change the system. So, expect this to be my update for the next two to three weeks. Don't worry, after the exams are over I'll be back bitching and blogging again.
So anyway, we finally have a class to permanently study in. Since the Form 5's will be in the hall until well, forever, WE the kids who have suffered internal injury from all the long walks after every god damn period have taken over. Imagine the innocent excitement that was felt on the day that we're going to 'move and STAY'. That was before we figure out that class 5 Angsana is situated in block D which is close to THE OTHER SIDE OF THE PLANET! Just as we entered the class, panting, it was nice to see the class all decorated with the national flags since it was still Merdeka Month and some inter class competiton was still being held. There was a slogan up front near the board that says 'Raise A Flag' in big bold letters. But some creative genius ripped off the 'l' and it became 'Raise A Fag' instead.
Such kids.
To other more suprising things, 'WH' and Sam decided to finally go public and not let their urging affections of each other be limited during Biology, Physics and Chemistry periods only. They found a perfect place, right at the back of the class in order to be with each other at all times.
They're sitting next to each other-lah what else??
I think it is about time for me to explain the Sam-WH situation. Just to clear a few things up, NO they are NOT gay. I know, I've been calling them that since like...the first time I set foot in this school which was like 7 months ago, but no, they are not sexually in love with each other.
Thats what I tell myself anyway and almost believed it but Sam just had to ruin my good clean thoughts by announcng to the class yesterday, that it was 'WH's birthday and we should all sing a birthday song for the 'warrior'. The singing part didn't suprise me since we do it everytime but WH?? Warrior?? Why?? Jeez Sam, STOP giving me provoking ideas!!
Hah..they're not gay.
I think.
For real, they aren't.
I will never know for sure, would I? Ah well, I have the whole of next year to figure out about these two.
The sad thing is, I rarely get to see Johann these days what with his SPM trials and all. Don't remember Johann? -was first mistaken as Jonathan (me and my eyesight problems) -hot Form 5 debater -has a hot friend named Roger -was showering shirtless with Manimogan in front of everyone in school -has his name written in permanent marker on all the doors in the girls toilet.
I know, crazy right? I'm gonna miss that boy and his antics since he's leaving for most probably college next year.
Moving along now, I know its old news but like everyone I know, Steve Irwin's death came to me as a huge suprise. You guys are probably bored with all the condolences thats been thrown around everyday. But I just have to say that he was a good man, with good intentions and its a waste for him to just go like that. I couldnt' believe it at first because a part of me still has the 12 year old mind. I mean, Steve was 'THE Crocodile Hunter' and I never thought that THE Crocodile Hunter could you know....die. I may not have been the BIGGEST fan of him since I thought he was a bit dramatic at times and he was always fascinated by like EVERYTHING that moves and it sort of pisses the hell outta me. But I guess, thats the reason why everyone no matter if they were a fan or not, would definitely feel the loss of a guy who despite everything thats been going on in this world, is so full of life and brought smiles or maybe laughter for the most of us (the crikey and gorgeous bits gets me all the time) to everyone that watches him living his dream till the day he died. R.I.P Steve Irwin Crocodile Hunter
Hey, I still have my sensitive side okay.
While I'm on the subject of sensitive, I want to talk about the first band who made me discover music and hormones, at the same time.
Westlife.
Yeah yeah, close the window, stop reading, start dissing Sheila for liking this band or as everyone call them boy band who sings other people's song and as my dad likes to call them 'copycats'. The truth is, I have evolved musically for the past 4 years or so and have started listening to what people refer to as "real music" whatever that is. I have found the beauty of music in all genre and not just from a specific band. I am honest when I say I listen to all type of music.
Except hip hop. I can never like this genre. Oh well.
So, I would've never found Fall Out Boy, Linkin Park, Blue October, Simple Plan even and all the other artists imaginable if it wasn't for Westlife. Yes, seriously.
Lets make a confession here, YES I still like Westlife, maybe not as much but I will definitely remember them as long as I live and I will definitely tell my grandkids about them if I ever get to live that long.
So, why the Westlife talk you ask? Well, I dunno, I do this every year especially towards the end of the year. I would play all my Westlife CD's and just take it in, remembering all the times I got so effing excited when there's a Westlife song on tv. All those times I cheered when a Westlife song when to number one. Its not just that though. I would also think about all those time when I was so innocent and full of joy with nothing to worry about. No depression, no frustration, no anger or jealousy no..nothing. Just, happy and looking forward to the age of 18, the day I could finally drive a damn car which is oh so cool, meeting boys in college, falling in love with the most perfect guy in the world, preferbly Kian from Westlife, be a famous lawyer, be rich, get married in Genting (don't ask) and live happily ever after.
I'm glad this blog is only read by three people.
Weird how life always don't always go the way you want them to. For example, I thought Westlife would go on, forever. Tell me, how would a girl at the age of 13 feel when she finds out that Bryan wants to leave Westlife, he finally did leave Westlife, went solo and started dissing Westlife, Westlife songs can't even make it in the top ten, Kian never waited for her to grow up and went and found himself a drop dead gorgeous girfriend, Mark announcing that he's gay and Westlife's failed attempt of a major come back.
Funny how thats only a minor of a change compared to what I've been going through for the past three years. Lets not get me started on my life changes because that'll just take up the bandwidth and blogger would sue me.
Even so, I decided to check out some Westlife videos . I'm glad I stumbled upon these videos on youtube. Its not just memories that come with it but its also a joy to see these guys moving on. Or rather make a fool of themselves just to make fans like me go 'WTF do they think they're doing??!!" Of all the video I found, I decided to put up three of my favourite ones. First Video [Westlife : The Best of Chums]
This video is my favourite of Kian. Who knew the boy could act?? If you're wondering, thats actually from some tv show in the UK where celebrities come on and do a short skit. I love this video so much, especially seeing Kian in that Mcdonald outfit claiming that he's an air steward and acting all gay. How can you not adore the guy?
Second Video [Shane and Kian Striptease]
I know the sound is a bit bad, but thats not the point of the video. I've always thought that the Westlife boys are mature looking and would never sell themselves sexually for attention. Imagine the SHOCK I had when I first saw that video. Good god, that was delightfully uncomfortable. Not that I'm complaining or anything. FYI, Kian used to striptease before he joined Westlife, thats why he looks like he's done it a thousand times. Which he did.
Oh well, my time is up. I think I've written almost everything that needs to be said for now. Shall be back, soon. Before I go, if you girls are in a bad mood, feeling like shit and just want to end your life, don't. Go meet a phsychologist. If thats too hard, then watch this video. My favourite Westlife video of all time. I almost cried when I saw this video earlier because its been a loooooooooooong time since I last saw it. Even though I've matured in many ways, the feelings I got when I watched this video was the same feeling I had when I first saw the video. Go check it out. Cute guys fooling around. Whats more fun than that? Don't blame me if you get the song stuck in your head because beware, its catchy and addictive. Atleast to me it is.
Third Video [Westlife-When You're Looking Like That]
