So its been a while since I last updated. Ok ok, a LOOOOOOOOONG while but hey, a girl gotta live. No offence Yorsh. Seriously, this has nothing to do with you. I know you're a frequent updater I mean you're always updating and I think its good that you have so much time on your hands and college life doesn't seem to affect your priorities when it comes to blogging but it definitely doesn't concern the fact that I feel like a lazy ass everytime I bump into your updated blog and I've just realised that I'm starting to blab again so I'll stop right now.

But for real, this has NOTHING to do with you at all Yorshee dear.

In other depressing news, I totally effed up my exam results. Puns totally intended. For once, I blame myself because I do realize that I have not been giving much effort into my studies. I knew I suck at last minute studying but I did it anyway. So, I can't blame the teachers for setting god damn hard papers, I can't blame society for pressuring todays youth on getting good grades, I can't blame my parents for transfering average ol me into an above average school oh and also I can't blame the world for existing.

Its my fault.

But don't worry, (heh, not like you would) because I have learned my lesson. No more last minute studying. I'm not smart enough to do that anymore. I got away with it twice and I am so not going to take the risk for the next huge exam.

This is one of those entries that I hope my parents would accidently stumble upon just to assure them that I'm not one of those teenage girls who spents hours online trying to find a flippin boyfriend to whisk me away to never never land. Jeez, how old do they think I am?? 15??

So, where was I? Oh yeah, Hari Raya is coming up. I'm not as excited as most of my friends are just because my family has the lamest way of celebrating Hari Raya. While most families leave three days early to their respective kampungs and have buka puasa with the whole extended family and all those cool stuff, my family, well our Hari Raya starts on the day of Raya itself. The day before, we would plan to wake up early like 6:00am to get ready, go for prayers and drive aaaaaaaaaaaaaaall the way to err Puchong. Yeah, I know Puchong is not aaaaaaaaaaaaaaall the way from PJ but I like to make it seem as though it is and Puchong is my kampung, even though its not.

Anyway, what will really happen is, the whole family will be late because we stayed up the night before eating jam tarts while watching some hindi movie, my mom will start PMS-ing and starts yelling at me and my bro to wake up and get ready. My bro will take half a day to bathe and my mom will attack me for not getting in the bathroom first. I start flipping off at my bro who will most probably be sleeping in the bathroom. While all of this is happening, my dad will sit quietly at one corner, sipping coffee while reading the newspaper. Later, we'll get stuck in the traffic jam and start blaming each other for eating too many jam tarts.

Don't you just love family planning??

But you know what, Hari Raya seems to keep giving me suprises. So hopefully, I'll have a good one this time.

So, what else? Nope, I am not going to talk about school or whatever else thats school related. I just, well lets just say I don't feel like the 'new' student anymore. Apart from the rest of the kids here making me look like a freakin dumbass, I think maybe transfering to this school wasn't such a bad idea after all. I got to make new friends, new crushes, new potential victim on my murder list so on and so forth. I still miss my old school, my old friends and everything but sometimes I think change is good. You can't always stay in your comfort zone because that way, you won't be aware of what the world outside of you has to offer. I've just only changed to a new school and that only has taught me more about myself than I could even imagine.

I mean, who knew I could have the hots for a chinese guy?? But okay, seriously, a lot more about myself that I could even imagine.

I guess thats all for now. Its like 2:00am right now and I need to go to bed. But expect frequent updates from now on.