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Thursday, June 22, 2006

I'm aware that I haven't been posting lately. Nothing juicy or partly interesting have been happening . Go to school, come back from school, sleep, go to school again...

Its just B-O-RING!

Not to mention the amount of homework I'm having. Its just crazy. Teachers are rushing to finish up the syllabus without any care about the students understanding that particular chapter. And also now that my class have start floating, its gotten even more crazy and tiring. We have to practically walk all the way to the other side of the building for every single period and it is far from comfortable sitting in a class with sweaty boys.

No matter how hot the boys are.

This past week has been a real blur anyway. The only thing I remember thats remotely worth remembering is Mr Z confessing that he'd rather leave his wife than throw away a pillow that he has been using since he was five.

And here I thought that it was about time he left the school and got married.

Today, my class didn't really study for the first four periods. We were at the hall watching the inter class debate finals which was the next best thing since cheesecake. First off, it was between 4 Bunga Raya and 4 Cempaka and their topic was "The World Cup Has More Disadvantages Than Advantages." My class, 4 Angsana lost to 4 Cempaka in the semi finals and supposedly it was all Jonathan's fault. I don't know how true that is but Jonathan, if you're reading this which I doubt you will, I would just like to remind you that..

YOU SUCK MAN!!!

Moving on, the debate was real boring at first. But everyone knew that 4 Cempaka has a better chance of winning because Yong Ming (this guy freaked me out when I first saw him) can talk like there's no tomorrow. And there was also the ever popular Jit Yang who I don't know if you remember him but he was the one who came up with a confession that "Add Maths is like a thong that gets stuck in your ass." Ring a bell?

So basically Jit Yang stole the show. When Victoria from 4 Bunga Raya was talking about how the World Cup unites people all over the world to watch the game together, Jit Yang "POI-ed' and said the only unity he is seeing is the fist-to-face unity (refering to all the fights that happens after every match) and when Victoria was talking about how the World Cup is a platform for us to learn about cultures through media advertisements he "POI-ed" again and said the only thing he learned through the advertisements shown during the World Cup is how great the Osim I Gallop is. (people who actually watch the world cup on Astro would probably get this joke because if not, it would just sound stupid.)

In the end, 4 Cempaka did win.

So, later it was between the Form 5's. They had an unconventional topic which was so much cooler. The finals was between 5 Angsana and 5 Ixora and their topic was "Spiderman is better than Batman." Heck, everyone in the hall was supporting Spiderman because well, he is the better superhero. I don't really remember much about the debate because it sounded to intelligent for my standards and also because the first speaker from 5 Ixora was dead hot so I wasn't really paying attention to what the other speakers had to say. I did remember one of them mentioning about how Spiderman is environmental friendly because he manages himself around the city with his spiderweb rather than Batman who goes around with his Bat Mobile which in the end pollutes the earth.

Even though 5 Ixora was the better team, 5 Angsana in the end won it because the Ixorians kind of ran out of topic. They didn't oppose the topic, instead thay said that both superheroes are equal and both are made for the good humankind..or whatever along those lines. The judges expected them to support Batman and all, but they took it a step further by well, not really arguing. Sheesh. No wonder I forgot half of what they were saying.

After that we did continue our lessons. We only studied for the last three periods, thats why I felt like I wasn't even in school today.

Since I don't have much else to say or write for that matter, I'll just hmm....oh yeah, I've been tagged now, twice, so, lets do this shit.

SURVEY ONE

Four movies I can watch over and over again

>>American Pie
I'm not a perv. I just love this movie. Its funny, a bit dirty at times but thats what makes it funny and you have to admit, no matter how geeky Jason Biggs is, he is weirdly good looking.

>>Madagascar
Yes, its a kids cartoon, so what?? It makes me laugh, thats why I can watch over and over again. Especially when the lemur starts singing. Gosh, thats my favourite part. I use to sing it every morning in the shower which was just....weird.

>>Final Destination
Movies that have people dying in the end are always my favourite. I can never get bored watching them. Especially this movie. The plot, storyline or whatever is just so deathdefying. Get it? Get it? I especially love the second one, when the kid blows up while checking the barbeque.

>>Brokeback Mountain
Whoever is not a fan of this movie is just gay. How can you not like this movie? How can you not watch it over and over again? Apart from Jake and Heath making out in the tent and all those shizz they do together when people are not looking, the movie is scaringly beautiful. I felt a bit awkward watching it at first and mind you, I was watching it alone but then as the movie goes on and it came to the part when well..the end, I almost felt like crying. Its a beautiful love story, period.

Four places that I have lived

>>Petaling Jaya, Selangor.

>>Bangsar, Kuala Lumpur.

>>Petaling Jaya, Selangor.

>>Yep, still living here..

Four books I recommend to everyone else

>>Lucas by Kevin Brooks
Hands down, the best book I have ever read. Its damn good. No words can describe how haunting and beautiful the story is. You get so lost in the characters and sometimes you can almost feel like the lonely and fragile 15 year old girl in the story who meets this boy named Lucas who shows her the real meaning of life. You will cry reading this. I know, because as hard as it is for me to cry, this one sure ripped my heart out and eventually I cried.

>>Fearless by Francine Pascal
I love this series. Something about a girl who's not scared of anything (even death) just seems so wild and exciting. And it is. A must read.

>>All American Girl by Meg Cabot
Yes, I love chick lits. Its just addicting and you get so lost reading it that when it comes for you to stop, you almost have to take a deep breath because its that exciting. Especially this one. I love the cheesy storyline. Oh come on, human's can't live a non cheesy life. This story, about a girl who's basically the biggest loser who one day saves the President's life and finds herself being pursued by the President's son. Interesting.

>>Size 12 Is Not Fat by Meg Cabot
I love Meg Cabot books. Especially this one. Its funny and well, yeah its funny. Its like an unrequited love/Nancy Drew type of story. Did I mention it was funny? Go read if you don't trust me.

Four of my favourite dishes (this is a hard one Yorsh)

>>Penang's Char Kuey Teow
Yes, I can eat this every single day. And yes, it has to be from Penang because no one here knows how to cook like the Penangites can. Just the smell and flavour makes you drool. Eat this and drink Milo Ais and you'll be in cloud nine. Don't say I never warned you. Total orgasmic dish right here.

>>My mom's Laksa
God, I don't know what she puts in there, its soo addictive. Nicotine? Marijuana? Jeez, and it tastes so good no matter what sort of fish she puts in there. I prefer mackarel but she can put a damn eel in there and I'll still love it. So to all you people, come over to my house this Raya and we can eat my mom's laksa together. Don't worry, I won't help her cook.

>>Fried egg with kicap
Ok sometimes, simple is better. And this is simply easy to cook and easy to make. A five year old can do it. Heck, even I can do it. And thats saying something.

>>Lamb chop with Campbell's mushroom soup
Another one of my mom's "IRanOutOfSauceSoLetsUseSomethingThatResemblesASauce" dish. But this time, it worked well with the lamb. My dad loves it. My brother loves it. Even I (no suprises there) love it.

Four sites I visit daily

>>http://www.yorshee.blogspot.com
>>http://screamingxinsecurities.blogspot.com
>>http://missxmurder.blogspot.com
>>http://heinouslaudable.blogpsot.com

Just because I love people who rant.

Four places I'd rather be right now

>>Ethan Mentzer's Apartment
>>Chris Evans's House
>>One of Penang's 5 Star Hotels
>>Cosmo's Theme Park, Berjaya Times Square (for some odd reason)

SURVEY TWO

8 Things About My Perfect Lover

Friendly
There's just something about friendly guys that makes me think they're the most perfect creatures in the world. I seriously want someone who's friendly and is brave enough to just go up to a stranger and say 'hi' without giving any shit about how the person might react or what he or she might think of him. To me, friendly guys are a definite keeper. The conservative shy ones always cheeses me off. Being friendly is not easy because you tend to think so much about how you look and are you good enough to go and talk to that particular person. Guys who were brave enough to say 'hi' to me are usually the ones I remember and cherish until today.

Sensitive
A guy thats sensitive always and I mean always makes me melt. A guy who shows his emotions is what I call courageous. He is not scared to let the world know what he is feeling and has no problems showing it. But of course, too much crying is just weird but sensitivity is such a turn on. Atleast with this, he would be aware whether or not he has cross the line with me. Being sensitive also means caring about others. He should take the initiative to look out for not just me, but others close to him as well. A guy that is also sensitive enough to just be a shoulder to cry on and tries hard to explain that things would be better rather than just say "Oh, that sucks."

Funny
Funny is a definite must. I cannot be with someone who does not or lack a sense of humour. He should be one of those smart sarcastic voice in the crowd. Being an over the top comedian or in other words being stupid funny is a no no. He can be a dumbass in Science but he has to be a smartass in real life. Someone who knows the time and place to make fun of people and does not take other people's insults seriously. Someone who can laugh at himself and others. He can laugh at me too for all I care. But of course, he can't always be laughing at me. The most important thing is he has to know how to laugh with me.

Honest
I'll give my right leg for a guy who is point blank honest. A guy who has the balls to tell it as it is. If he wants something, he would not be hopping around the bush but instead he'd ask. Brutally honest would be okay for me. It means that he'd rather tell me that I look like a hippo in a pram rather than letting other people taunt me behind my back. He also should be okay with me being honest 99 percent of the time because thats just the way I function and he should accept it. Even if he tells me that he doesn't want to be with me anymore because Lolly is hotter, I would still see him as someone that has been special in my life and maybe it was time for both him and I to move on. After all the physical violence that I'll be giving him has died down of course.

Psychic
I don't mean this literally but I want that someone to be able to know and read me well. He's got to have this sixth sense that no one else has. He ought to know when I'm feeling upset and angry. I'm not the type of person who supress any form of emotions and it is important that he knows what to do and how to act when I'm feeling down and depressed. At times, I really hate talking about what I feel but instead I just need that someone to cool me down. Words are not necassary because sometimes all I need is just that understanding from someone who knows how I feel and does not pretend to just know what I'm going through.

Intelligent
He doesn't need to score straight A's and have high degrees in everything. Intelligent as in someone who thinks wisely before making any decision. He ought to know the consequences of his decisions and not just rely on what other people think he should do. Intelligence also means he is aware about whats going on in the world and is not all 'IDon'tGiveAFuckAboutPolitics'. Someone who uses his intelligence to help himself and others. Doesn't matter if he hacks computer because someone who's a computer genius is totally sexy in my eyes.

Unpredictable
I do need someone who is unpredictable because I don't associate with predictable people. Ok, maybe I do but I don't enjoy it. I need someone who is spontaneous and full of suprises. He was scared of heights yesterday but went bungee jumping today kind of suprises. Someone who is not scared to try something new. He should enjoy trying these new things rather than doing it to show that he's "man" enough. Thats a mega fucking turn off especially when he thinks he's everything and whose ego beats Mount Kilimanjaro.

Loves Music
He just has to love music. I'm a huge music lover and I'm sure I would not last long with a guy who thinks music is just music. He has to appreciate music and has to be open minded about it. He should be aware that music bashing doesn't do any good to the world. He also has to have a wide range of likings. He should not be obsessed with a certain type of genre and keeps reminding me about how much Westlife sucks. Because they don't suck and I like them. So he has to live with that.

After reading these you would probably think I am such a hypocrite for wanting only these attributes for my perfect lover. What about:

Hot
Sexy
Good Looking
Great Abs
Tall
Sweet Smile
Gorgeous Eyes
...yada yada yada

I personally think that if the guy I meet has all of those eight qualities he would definitely be the most good looking guy on the planet no matter what other people think of him. At times, a guy who's not all great usually makes up for it by his looks. Thats why they say no ones perfect. Good looks are a plus but if he treats you like a shit hole, you would still hate him as much as you hate that brown thing thats growing on your wall. I'm not saying good looks are not important but its not what I REALLY want in a guy. I may at times, in my blog especially, joke about how hot this boy is and how sexy this guy is but in reality I don't have ANY feelings for them. So you should know by now if I start complimenting a guy on his looks, that'll be as far as I'd go. I am sure that I am not going to be with him, I know I am not right for him and I just know there's gonna be nothing between us. I'm not looking down upon myself but I just know. If I did one day fall for a guy then you know now that I would not start of my blog with "OHGODHEISSODAMNHOT!!!!."

SURVEY THREE

10 Years Ago I Was : 6 years old
>Played badminton every evening with a boy who now turned out to be an asshole to all the people who know him.
>Was actually scared of going to primary school.
>Played in the drain with the rest of the neighbours sons and daughters.
>Ate a basket full of rambutans and vomited.
>Swore to never eat rambutans again.
>Raced on a bike with neighbours, on the road, with cars and won of course.

5 Years Ago I Was : 11 years old
>Became the most popular kid in standard two.
>Got busted saying rude things about a teacher.
>Was a teacher's pet.
>Started to notice and like Westlife.
>Had a crush on boy whom I played badminton with.
>Was a prefect in school.
>Told the standard one students about the one time I killed one of the my dad's friend's son because he didn't listen to me.

1 Year Ago I Was : 15 years old
>Was anti-social and hardly smiled.
>Had one best friend.
>Discovered punk rock music.
>Went to my first concert (Simple Plan)
>Found out that only cousin already has a boyfriend.
>Thought about how lame I was for not having a boyfriend yet.
>Never really paid attention to PMR right until the last minute.
>Had a major fever a day before PMR.
>Cried in the car because I was not ready for PMR.
>Wasted 2 months of holidays being on the computer doing nothing.

Yesterday I was :
>Sleeping real well.
>Having a dream about playing chess with WH.
>Lazy because I did none of my homework even though I have loads.
>Thinking about going out for Pizza.
>A bit frustrated because I missed 'Beauty and the Geek."
>Spending 2 hours pondering on whether I should update the blog or not.

5 Most Recent Songs I Listened To :
>Hate Me by Blue October
>Angel to You, Devil To Me by The Click Five
>Miss Murder by AFI
>All These Things I Hate by Bullet For My Valentine
>Rockstar by Nickelback

5 Songs I Know All The Words To :
>Perfect World by Simple Plan
>Flying Without Wings by Westlife
>For You I Will (Confidence) by Teddy Geiger
>Teenage Dirtbag by Wheatus
>SOS (Rescue Me) by Rihanna

5 Ideal Places For Running Away To :
>My room
>Australia
>America
>Ireland
>Some English speaking country

5 Items I Really Want :
>My own personal laptop
>A hot mug of cocoa
>A double cheeseburger
>Life As We Know It DVD
>A real cool looking headphone

5 Things I Should Be Doing Right Now :
>Off the computer
>Watch football since I waited all week to watch it live
>Start on my homework
>Off the aircon since its so damn cold
>Sleep

5 Biggest Joys In Life :
>Going to a better school and meeting better people
>Having the chance to go on a holiday every end of the year
>The fact that I'm still only 16
>Having parents that trust me
>Doing what I want, whenver I want

Six people I tag :

Camie
Kist
Julienne
Adeline
...YOUKNOWIHAVEONLYFOURFRIENDSDAMMIT!!
...and whoever else

Oh great, I'm done. Finally. Anyway, gotta go now. My dad's going to kill me if he finds out I'm still on the computer.

I preached @ 3:48 AM

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